Jealousy is a poisonThis is not who I am, or who I want to beJealousy is a poison by ~ScarletSylphentine
Jealousy, envy, greed, bitterness, and insecurity
I am a slave to these horrible things inside my head
Poisoning myself and my relationship, I don't know how to stop
I used to blush and smile awkwardly at all the pretty faces I met
Appreciating all the beauty in the world indiscriminately
But when I walk with you I am blinded by my insecurities
I notice every time your eyes wonder
They follow the swaying of every set of hips that meet your fancy
Your gaze is not innocent, it's hungry
My stomach drops and I feel sick
Another strike to my psyche
I'm so afraid of losing you that it drives me mad
would you love me?would you love me ifwould you love me? by ~x-dainty-dreamer-x
i was unable to see the colour blue
if when you said - isnt the sky beautiful tonight
i thought it looked as bland as ever
how about if
i didnt really like your friends
but just smiles and nodded when you asked
because i knew thats how youd like it
and what if
i was one of those geeks
who loves to write
would you love me then?
would you love me if
when i said i was yours
i meant this me is yours
and it might be the only me
that youll ever love
would you love me
if i wasnt what you thought id be
would you love me if i
I Miss You...I Miss You...I Miss You... by ~Aquaartist
It's amazing how lonely I am
without you by my side.
I miss you so much right now...
I need to feel you against me.
I want to melt in your embrace.
I need you so much right now...
I crave the gentle caress
of your lips on my neck...
And the way you whisper in my ear,
that makes me weak at the knees.
I want you so much right now...
I'm not happy until I'm with you.
I miss your smile and your laugh.
I miss your warmth and your touch.
I miss everything that you are.
I miss everything you make me feel,
when we're together.
Every passing day we spend apart
is pure torture...
but seeing you at last,
makes it all